Friday, December 5, 2008

If only..

Bestnya kalau boleh benti kerja n raise my baby sendrikk!! If only i am so damn rich n got nothing else to think about except for shopping shopping shopping! hah! B.E.R.A.N.G.A.N la murni! :P tp dr berangan tu lah yg jd cita2 dan impian,n boleh jek jadi kenyataan.. maybe i should go into the biz line.. or to be on the safe side,jadi cikgu.. hiks.. at least i can spend 1/2 of the day wif him. Or i just go for.. "Bekerja dirumah,pendapatan >RM3500 sebulan,hubungi 012-xxxxxxx" Hiks!!

Isu berbangkit adalah sy merasa sedikit tidak puas hati dgn nursery yg menjaga anak saya. This few days, rasa mcm tak best sgt amek bb balik.. bila angkat dia,rasa badan dia ringan sangat... hidung pon comot2 jek ngan hingus..kadang2 kat badan penuh melekat rambut..harus la anak teruna ku itu dibiarkan menjalar merata2 selagi tidak menangis.. Adam skang sgt suka main,n my assumption is die leka sgt dgn main sampai tak igt nak minum susu.. can u imagine, going-to-be-8months baby boy, from 8am to 5.30pm, what he consumed is 1 bottle of 3oz EBM and porridge for lunch.. Adam is not the type yg suka merengek2 mintak susu.. Lu pikir la sendiri kan, cukup 2-3 hours die tak susu, offer je la kat die... harus die minum,lagipon kan ke haus dok asyik main jek.. Takkan itu pon nak pesan? I hate to be too demanding or in other words i am not expecting a tip top treatment for Adam, but at least can u please feed him.. Yes,he ate nasik a lot, but he's a growing up baby,he needs his milk.. Tak tau la sapa yg salah, bila tanya, katenya Adam tamo minum susu.. but did u try? if u do try, kenapa EBM tu satu botol je luak? kalau try harus la berbotol2 dah u kena reheat kan..takkan try dgn susu sejuk?

I am trying my best not to annoyed them dgn permintaan sy yg mcm2..yelah..takut plak,menyampah kat mak,anak tu pulak nanti terkena tempias kan.. tp tu lah.. my baby is shrinking!! Sy paham...nursery tu byk budak...kite duk rumah jaga anak sorang pon mmg tak larat nak layan kan..nak bg mkn porridge pn kadang2 sampai sejam br settle.. tp itukan ke kerja awak,mata pencarian awak.. harus la awak buatkan?

Sy nekad,lepas raya haji.. saya akan sediakan meal checklist for them to isi.. n this time, i will set the time when to give n what to give. Harap2 they can follow that.. n harap2 Adam tak tergolong dlm kategori underweight lagik.. sigh!


I miss my tembam-ed baby!

8 comments:

~daRLee ZuRiS~ said...

alaa..ciannye
sama lah kes cam anak kakak aku tau
camne ar diorg jaga pun tatau
boleh ckp budak tu x mo minum susu
pada hal..bila balik umah
letak je puting kat mulut..habis susu berbotol2!!

tapi..memang susah kan
bagi org jaga anak kita..
camne lah nanti ek.. ;)

Queenin Murni said...

tuh la.. mmg kalau aku jaga pon,siang die kurang menyusu..tp takde la sampai 1botol je kan..there's some opinion yg kata mmg die tgh 'ringankan' badan dia unt senang merangkak/berjalan nanti.. ntah la.. perhaps..

Yun said...

heheh siannyer kan..ni lah name nyer kerisauan seorang MAMA...bab pendapat tang dia nk meringan kan badan 2 yea...tp xdelah smpai kurus kering kan?

Ms.Rainna said...

salam queenin.. sy member inaz :)
eh kite add awk eh dlm link :)
ihiks

. i . n . a . z . said...

sebab memikirkan nak berfamili + nak menjaga anak sendirik la aku buat keputusan nak benti keje dan bekerja sendiri. sekarang agak puas hati la bila dah ada baby dan kitorang dah jadik macam kembar siam. hehehhe

Mrs.R @ Emi said...

murni..apa kata u carik babysitter..tampal iklan kt mana2..
sian si qiqi nih..

Queenin Murni said...

hmm.. had been thinking about it.. tp lg byk surf, lagi byk cerita mengerikan pasal bbsitter..takott la..lgpon kitaorg takde kenal sapa2 yg mengasuh kat area rumah tu.. n.. memang adam kurang menyusu waktu siang..even dgn i pon kurang..so maybe not to blame the nursery.. n maybe i should worry less sebab breakfast die nestum+susu,lunch bubur nasik..1 or 2 bottle of milk from 8-5.30pm should be enuf kot ek? i guess its just me being paranoid.. hiks!

Queenin Murni said...

neway emi.. thanks for suggestion n concern.. will consider a better plan kalau ada apa2 masalah lagi. :P