Urghhhhh Day~

Yesterday was.



I was at the training center in Shah Alam. Was a trainee and also a coordinator. Apa yg best pi training is, dpt balik awal. But yesterday wasn't. I have to wait for my colleague to come, which cost me half an hour waiting restlessly. :P
Since my fren tu angkut server, i have to bring all the notebooks with me. Imagine, mak mengangkut 4biji notebook sekali. Masa tu tawakal sgt2.. harap i dont harm my little one.

I was like, jahat nye this guy made me angkat all the notebooks. Al-kisah, he didn't notice that 'm pregnant. Itu pon lepas dia suruh i try test how heavy the server was. Sy ckp: "Taknak aku, terberanak aku kat sini." Only then dia kata, "Ko pregnant ke?" Kejadahnya. Igt buncit i for nothing ke?


Then balik rumah, perut adalah lapar tahap menggigil. Tp gigih masak jugak, mengenangkan esoknya dah 1st day nak sahur. By 8pm pon tak dpt mkn lagi. Ye lah, si kecik tu nak pusing2 la, berak la, nak car la, ape la. Badan letih dah mcm tahap cipan. Husband balik mandi2, trus pegi terawikh. I leave the 2most common job for him. Sidai baju n 'cebuk' Adam before sleep. Sekali dia boleh mengomel: "Yelah, semua papa.." That time, mmg hati sentap Tuhan ja yg tau. Punya la i ni paksa diri buat all the chores, suddenly dia boleh ckp mcmtu.


Agaknya, semua org igt sy ni Superwoman ke? Sy tak pakai spenda kat luar pon. I wear normal clothing,and indeed pregnant. And i guess, time2 mcm ni la i need extra care and extra love.
Maybe, i was too manja and i missed dimanjakan. Kat opis lama, i ada kakak-kakak n friends yg sgt caring. Even bukak pintu pon org bukakkan.. (pintu berat nak pi surau: yun... mai la manjakan aku. :p) Maybe that's why sy sgt stress lately. Dulu, kalau sy stress kat rumah, bila kat opis sy lupa semua. Sebab i have another family there. But now, budak baru ni mcm a sort of kena buli. :p and i still haven't find one yg i boleh kongsi2 cerita, nak nak pulak soal hati.

I trust no one here. I think people here is better in acting than action. Which makes me meluat.



Huhh... keep on surviving murni.... semoga ramadhan dpt menenangkan hati2 gusar dan gundah gulana..


Oh yeah, Selamat menyambut Ramadhan folks!