Lagi2 me.. :P

Agaknya sejak2 kehilangan teman mengomel ni, byk sesi luahan perasan jek kat blog ni. :P

Its just me being me.. I cannot keep things to myself. Kalau ada je benda tak puas hati, i really need to share it with someone. Just nak luahkan je pon, supaya sedih/benci/marah/tension tu tak terbuku dlm hati dan menjadi sel-sel kanser yg memakan diri. Wah! Tetiba! :P


First of all, i need to apologize to my husband. I ego, nak mintak maaf.. malu nak cakap depan2..
Not my intention nak buruk2kan husband i kat sini. Its just that, sy nak dia tau why i am acting like what i did. Bg dia, dia tak buat apa2.. tetiba ja i melalak mcm org gila. One thing he needs to know: His wife is SUPER SENSITIVE. I guess sumer pompuan pon camtu, boleh interpret 1 single word in multiple ways. Bila i merajuk2, dia malas pujuk, i start pikir dia dah tak sayang. Bila i nangis2, dia buat dek jek.. memang lagi kuat la nangisnya.. sebab i akan start pikir yang dia dah tak kuasa nak layan i lagi. Bila dia letih balik keje and cakap mcm nak marah2 jek, lagi la mcm2 benda boleh pikir. U get what i mean kan? :P

But deep inside, i know he loves me. Maybe sometime i am expecting too much. Ni lah bahananya kalau dok tengok romantik movies. Mula la expect laki kite pon behave mcm laki dlm movie tu. Bila laki start imagine kite pon mcm girl from 'movie', mampuih la kite mengamuk kan? heheh! Anyhow, my conclusion about my misbehavior aka emosi terganggu sokmo ni adalah kerana i need more of his attention. :P La ni, Adam Rifqie la tmpt where those attention goes, either from me, or from him.

Tadi, i pegi checkup. Bila dah tgk baby dalam, hati trus rasa senang. Agaknya lah... there was some percentage of worries in my head that keeps bugging me. Ye lah, dah la lama tak checkup, supplement pon tak makan, stressing out with work, dok mengangkut notebook ke hulur ke hilir setiap hari lagi. Honestly, i sgt risau mengangkat benda berat. Even 1notebook ni pon, adalah sgt berat for me. Sebab dlm beg notebook ni la pon everything i sumbat, note-book, purse, and pelbagai keperluan lah. Hmm.. oklah, rasa mcm nak rhyming pulak :P

Harini saya mc,
pegi cek baby,
Alhamdulillah, semua healthy,
InsyaAllah,bulan 12 dapat anak lagi,
Syukur tuhan bagi rezeki,
dapat adik adam rifqie,
adik dia lelaki,
buat geng lari-lari.. :P

Pastu pi order lemari,
buat lemari tinggi-tinggi,
pasti duit terbang lari,
ptg perabih duit lagi,
pegi jj dgn makcik siti,
beli kasut 2sekali,
buat pakai raya nanti..

Berbuka makan lauk beli,
sebab letih bejalan satu hari,
tp lauknya tak memuaskan hati,
ntah esok sahur lalu ke nak makan lagi? :P



Dah la, craps kan? hheheheh! Jgn lupa niat puasa.. :)





Salam Ramadhan..