Selamat Hari Deepavali!

Happy Deepavali to all who's celebrating!!


Di pagi dilwali ni, i would like to thank all for your comments on previous post...
Thats what i love about blogging.. whenever i feel so down and lonely, there's always support and care.

Actually semalam ada drama sikit lah.. Lepas kuar dari bilik bos tu(mintak xcuse frm the team building), tetiba ja i burst into tears.. teresak2 mcm ada org mati. Sebelum semua org perasan, i trus off lappy, and cabut balik. masuk kereta sambung lagi nangis dlm 10min. :P

Trus kol hospital nak jumpa doc. Nasib la semalam mmg clinic day and the last day Prof available sebelum my nxt appnmnt on the 15. Memandangkan appnmnt@2, sempat la balik layan perasan kat rumah jap. Berderet2 lak miskols from the office. Bila naik number my bos, cuak gak.. tp better takyah angkat, langsung off fon. :p

Time jumpa doc, terkejut dia tgk i dtg, dia tanya kenapa, bukan patut sebelum raya ke kita jumpa? xlarat sgt dah?
Langsung ckp, sy sgt stress dgn kerja.. sy ok, tp the people @ the office is so inconsiderate. Cuba doc imagine, sy mintak xcuse from going to a team building program pon tak boleh.

So lepas scan, doc offer... "Nak beranak next Friday?"
Terus.. GULP!!!!!
Soalan yg trus keluar from i:"Sy dgr org kata induced lagi sakit, btol ke?"
Then he explained, sakitnya sama ja..cuma dia dtg secara mendadak...dlm takda apa2, tetiba ja sakit sgt..unlike normal, u akan rasa sakit sikit2, tp dlm selang masa yg panjang... Tapi......(tang tapi yg lemah tu) ada 3% of chances that the procedure will end up with scissors.
Dan2 buat decision: "I'd prefer to have it the normal way"

The good thing that i can think of induced labor is we can know the exact timing when the have the baby. Maknanya takde la berdebar2 menunggu the big signs... tade la risiko terberanak kat mana2.. :P tade la kelam kabut mana nak letak adam or ape2lah yang better takyah pikir.

Tapi, menyerah diri unt merasai 'SAKIT' itu adalah so not me. When its time, its time.. nak taknak, i have to face it. Tp kalau dah set dlm mind: "Lagi 7hari beranak,sakit woo.." mau emotionally disturbed lak i yg super-sensitive ni. :p Lagipon, for me,the baby lebih tau bila he's ready to face the world. Biarlah dia rasa the comfort in mummy's tummy puas2.. ye tak? :P

The final and best part yg nak diceritakan ialah... doc dah start bg mc unt i berehat.. :) start semalam sampai 12hb. Then on the 15,another appointment.
Wehuu!! I love my doc!